Thursday, February 17, 2011

uneasiness

"just stop thinking of it..that just a wrong feeling....."  i keep saying this to myself; yet i can't just ignore the feeling of uneasiness and the weird and down atmosphere. who am i? i am just ONE of your friend or i am just nothing! i can't change your mind. i know i don't have such a big effect.....by the way, i hope it's just a wrong six sense from me.......
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received a forwarded sms few days ago. i don't know who is the sender as i don't have this number in my contact list. i replied and ask who are him/her but i didn't receive that person's reply. some names appear in my brain that time. he is among them. i hope this sms is not forward by him. although the anger already disappeared; yet the hatred still there or should say there is still a large amount of dislike..hahaha..REMEMBER you aren't my enemy, you aren't my friend, you are just a stranger that i dislike or hate............
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today is Chap Goh Meh. girls we should throw mandarin oranges into the river. XD  when went back to kl for celebrating chinese new year, my uncle asked me about the issue of boy friend. i told him that i don't have any market in university. he said he will listed me in bursa so that i will gain a lot of market!!! hahahahah......i nearly laughed until fainted!!! anyway, chinese new year for 2011 already come to an end, hope this rabbit year will be another great year for me! 
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quite a busy week for me after return to university. dance performance practice, workshop, korean language class, assignments, tutorials......and the middle sem exam is just around the corner. need to start my study already. anyone can give me some motivation?
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need to edit my chinese new year photos already. if not i will just keep postponing and my cousin will start nagging me. hahaha..hei my dear cousin, i will edit NOW..stop pressing me ya......=p
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one more, i feel that my english has lagged behind a lot. need to improve back my english. anyone willing to talk with me in english? i think nobody want to answer me.....haha..

Thursday, February 3, 2011

happy chinese new year

have a lot of idea to post a new blog; yet not in the mood of writing..haha..
by the way..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR of RABBIT!! may everything things go well in this year~ good luck!