友谊

昨晚和几位朋友吃了一顿晚餐。聊了很多中学期间的趣事……算了一算，全部人都吓了一跳……我们毕业了五年！是五年！ 以前去 KB Mall 看到的都是熟悉的面孔……现在去看到的都是陌生的面孔~

现在，读书的读书，做工的做工，出国的出国……唯一的联系方式就是 FB 或者一年就那么几次的聚会~ 就算是以前完全不太熟的同学，现在都可以出来吃晚餐、喝喝茶、东南西北谈一轮……就算是他们说他们的，我们说我们的，我完全都不觉得陌生或者格格不入，因为我们有着同样青涩的少年~ 在加上每个人都在异乡各自奋斗，一遇到家乡的人都变得格外温馨……

当然，在每一次的聚会，我都会是静静坐着，听他们聊八卦，聊往事，聊时事，聊国家大事，聊经历……然后跟着他们一起大笑~ 每一次都会有人问我，为何我那么安静？我也不知道~ 就是在他们面前我不需要把社会需要的交际能力搬出来，可以很自然的把我内心的人格赤裸裸的显露出来~

当然，在大学也有一班很要好的朋友~ 在他们面前也是可以很放松，什么心事也可以说~ 不过就是很奇怪，在他们面前的性格还是和在中学的朋友面前有些不一样~ 可能是环境的不同吧……

the very first memory....

feel a bit boring..
and start to delete those old old old sms..because i never delete them since i own this hand phone..
deleting while smiling..haha..i am kinda a crazy girl..
these are the very first sms you all sent me!

uneasiness

"just stop thinking of it..that just a wrong feeling....."  i keep saying this to myself; yet i can't just ignore the feeling of uneasiness and the weird and down atmosphere. who am i? i am just ONE of your friend or i am just nothing! i can't change your mind. i know i don't have such a big effect.....by the way, i hope it's just a wrong six sense from me.......

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received a forwarded sms few days ago. i don't know who is the sender as i don't have this number in my contact list. i replied and ask who are him/her but i didn't receive that person's reply. some names appear in my brain that time. he is among them. i hope this sms is not forward by him. although the anger already disappeared; yet the hatred still there or should say there is still a large amount of dislike..hahaha..REMEMBER you aren't my enemy, you aren't my friend, you are just a stranger that i dislike or hate............

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today is Chap Goh Meh. girls we should throw mandarin oranges into the river. XD  when went back to kl for celebrating chinese new year, my uncle asked me about the issue of boy friend. i told him that i don't have any market in university. he said he will listed me in bursa so that i will gain a lot of market!!! hahahahah......i nearly laughed until fainted!!! anyway, chinese new year for 2011 already come to an end, hope this rabbit year will be another great year for me! 

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quite a busy week for me after return to university. dance performance practice, workshop, korean language class, assignments, tutorials......and the middle sem exam is just around the corner. need to start my study already. anyone can give me some motivation?

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need to edit my chinese new year photos already. if not i will just keep postponing and my cousin will start nagging me. hahaha..hei my dear cousin, i will edit NOW..stop pressing me ya......=p

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one more, i feel that my english has lagged behind a lot. need to improve back my english. anyone willing to talk with me in english? i think nobody want to answer me.....haha..