梦

最近一直在发梦~有的梦境真的很奇怪，不过一醒起来就忘了里头的细节。=.=
只有这个梦境记得得最清楚！
梦到正在上网看成绩~结果，FAR，Advanced MA，AIS 统统都拿G~
可奇怪的是，G代表什么？如果是SPM或STPM，G代表GAGAL，不及格。但是大学可没有G这个grade啊~
上网查了查梦境的解释，就当作是考试不及格吧~

解梦专家：考试在梦中的寓意:

　　梦见自己的考试成绩比烂苹果更难堪时，谁也无法轻松起来，但是仔细想想梦中参加考试的地点，过程与情绪，看看到底是谁和你一起参加考试，谁又是评分者或是主考官，你应该就能够了解整个压力的来源。
比如说，梦见你的老婆在床上改你的考卷，这可能是含蓄地提醒你，也许你在这方面太在意老婆的看法，而失去男儿的自信。一旦你了解在现实生活中，究竟是谁拥有对你评评点点打分数的权力之后，你就更可以坦然选择烂苹果的成绩或是决心全力以赴赢得金牌。　

梦见考试:
梦见自己参加考试，意味着生活能获得成功；
梦见自己监考，意味着梦者将海内知名；
考生梦见自己考试未通过，预示着梦者参加考试能得到最好的分数；
梦见自己被赶出考场，意味着未到达自己预期的成绩。

以下是梦见考试的心理学解释:
梦见考试的主题，通常指的是最近在梦者的生活中，正面临了一些想逃又跑不掉的困难或挑战，梦中的考试，辗转地传达出梦者在生活中所面对的压力。 

的却，现在真的面对蛮多的课业压力，压得有点喘不过气！

不过，还蛮希望这梦境的解释是真的！呵呵......

加油呗！

2012。随影366。1月1日

At first thought that i would just pass the year 2011 in room alone with my lovely laptop and those books as well as the notes, who know Micheal suddenly popped out an countdown gathering. Put down everything and start packing for some stuff as me, Hooi Jie and Yin Han need to stay overnight at kachi. 

Some packets of food, laptop for songs, aimless talking until last 10 seconds of 2011.

10, 9, 8, ...... 3, 2, 1! Happy New Year!!! Someone lighted up the fireworks! It is really really beautiful although it still couldn't compare with those professional fireworks. Yet, in UUM, that is more than enough!

Continue with food, songs and talking......forced Micheal to sing and dance..haha..but we failed..

Suddenly Yin Han suggested to play Truth or Dare..and the game begins..................

welcome 2012

perm my hair yesterday to welcome a brand new 2012~
until now i still can't 100% accept that i have changed my hair style!! from rebonding to curled~
still not sure whether i will regret, but i need to be with this hair style for at least half to one year..i guess will be ok bah...
most of the comment said that i look mature in new hair style..but i prefer to be a kid!! XD
whatever..everything must has the 1st try..hope this 1st try will not make me crazy for the coming 2012~hahaha...

2012。随影366

各位喜欢摄影的朋友或同学 ：
我受到一位朋友的影响 及 看到一篇文章后 我决定从1月1日开始 进行一项计划 我命名为【2012。随影366】 在这个计划下 我会每天都拍摄一张照片 作为一项心情的记录 并会Post在FB 这里
所谓"随影" 就是那种很随意随心随意 看到什么就拍什么的 也可以代表你当天的心情故事 不必讲求技巧技术的 也无需要有很专业相机 只是一台轻便相机 也无妨的
我们或许也可以在每个月后 也许在咖啡厅kopitiam 举行小小聚会 交流照片及分享心情故事 一切都是那么随意的 
不知有谁有兴趣一起进行这样的【2012。随影366】的计划呢？

这真的是一项很有趣的活动~读到这post时，有一股冲动想要有所行动。
不过，几秒钟后，我觉得我应该会三分钟热度！呵呵~
原因，我懒惰！
证据：现在差不多sem 3要完了。可是，sem 2的照片都还没edit！

现在还要我每天post照片，写感想。可能一、两个星期还可以，要366天都这样……

都点困难~XD

况且，不是每天都得空，有时还会遇到一些突发状况上不到网。那么，那一天不就post不到照片了？我的电话又不可以post照片在fb~ （觉得这都是让我自己觉得好过些的借口~XP）

the very first memory....

feel a bit boring..
and start to delete those old old old sms..because i never delete them since i own this hand phone..
deleting while smiling..haha..i am kinda a crazy girl..
these are the very first sms you all sent me!

tears~

saw this photo from FB this evening..well..i think it is true..
those that know me well will know that my tears can drop so easily..not say that i can drop my tears anytime at anywhere within few seconds..what i mean is a small matter that can touch my heart, tears will start rolling in my eyes..
listen to a story, watch a drama series or movie or even a video clip, read novel or newspaper or even read a blog post can make my tears drop..
me myself also do not sure why i can cry so easily..but i found out that..my tears will drop faster when i am stress or tense..just like today..a normal sad scene in the drama series already made me wipe my tears for few times..until i nearly could not continue with my dinner..XD
well....i think it is just because the mid term exam is around the corner..last semester result forces me to work harder for this semester..i admit i am starting to force myself again..by the way..i will try to calm myself down this time..pressure does not make me to perform better..
alright..time to continue to fight with those accounting rules and regulation..to all my dearest friends..add oil and good luck!!! hope to see each other in the next semester DEAN list award ceremony..!!
(* shushien i can't post comment in your blog post..add oil ya for your sem 3 dean list~ =D)

失落

突然有种莫名奇妙的失落感......
不知道为什么......
是因为曾经渴望过、期待过？还是因为不甘心、不舍得当中的利益？
我真的不知道......
不喜欢这种感觉......
不喜欢做决定，尤其是放弃的决定......
去年也一样，今年也一样......
算了，明年再看看~