不甘愿！

ya..you dont want to blame us for the spoil of cheongsam..but you want me to vomit out RM100..

ya..you give me time to think of the amount..but no matter i think for days, weeks, months or even years..i still need to vomit out that RM100..

ya..your fest account is negative..dun have any revenue..you need to vomit the money among yourselves..so i need to vomit the RM100 for you..

ya..your image has been spoil due to this incident..so i need to vomit out the RM100..but how about my image? i pay this money mean i indirectly admit that this is my fault..your image is spoiled..mine too!

ya..seniors are very angry because of this..said we all have the responsibility to bear on this incident..so i need to vomit out RM100..

ya..although both of the cheongsams spoil at the same place..is still have the probability that we spoil the cheongsams separately..so i need to pay the RM100..

conclusion..no matter i show how many evidents that i dont spoil the cheongsam..i still need to vomit out the RM100 because i am the performer..i wore it before..i wash it before..

thus..keep back your sorry..i dont need it..your sorry mean NTH! this just show that how fake you are..

never mind..RM100 right? buy less 2 or 3 clothes only lo..

i treat it as 破财挡灾! 

i not not able to pay this..but is very 不甘愿 !!!

这个死猫，我啃不下！！！！hope the person who tear the cheongsams can walk properly..eat properly..drink properly..sleep properly..I WISH!!!!

裙脚的破我还可以接受~可能真的是我弄破，虽然彩排时我就发现它破了，不过我在先前并没动过它,只放在橱里~我还可用一些不是原因的原因说服我自己！不过决不啃撕破旗袍这罪名！！！！！！！！！

痛~

难过、伤心、讨厌、憎恨、生气等等等............
都不比心痛来的更痛心...................................
算了~太多事情是连自己都控制不了...
很多的不堪一击都不是表面上看得到...
发生了，就如燃烧中的火，遇上了汽油，越烧越猛~

就算一桶桶的水倒下去，也只能扑灭一部份，一边熄了，另一边又开始燃烧....
就算幸运的全部扑灭了，还来不及降温，又烧了起来......

一架飞机--砰！911事件就这样发生了......
地壳一摇--唦！地震、海啸一起来......

太阳一热--滴！冰山融化......
连世界大厦、地球都那么不堪一击，还有什么可以耐力惊人？
要是你想到请告诉我，我倒想知道。不过得附上有力的理由，不然我因该找得到理由推翻~

珍惜当下~凡事不要太绝，留自己一个后路还是比较好~
己所不欲，勿施于人~ 要记得站在别人的立场想想~
批评别人？我还没资格~因我还做不到这句话~

很多话还是放在心里较妥当~~

uneasiness

"just stop thinking of it..that just a wrong feeling....."  i keep saying this to myself; yet i can't just ignore the feeling of uneasiness and the weird and down atmosphere. who am i? i am just ONE of your friend or i am just nothing! i can't change your mind. i know i don't have such a big effect.....by the way, i hope it's just a wrong six sense from me.......

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received a forwarded sms few days ago. i don't know who is the sender as i don't have this number in my contact list. i replied and ask who are him/her but i didn't receive that person's reply. some names appear in my brain that time. he is among them. i hope this sms is not forward by him. although the anger already disappeared; yet the hatred still there or should say there is still a large amount of dislike..hahaha..REMEMBER you aren't my enemy, you aren't my friend, you are just a stranger that i dislike or hate............

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today is Chap Goh Meh. girls we should throw mandarin oranges into the river. XD  when went back to kl for celebrating chinese new year, my uncle asked me about the issue of boy friend. i told him that i don't have any market in university. he said he will listed me in bursa so that i will gain a lot of market!!! hahahahah......i nearly laughed until fainted!!! anyway, chinese new year for 2011 already come to an end, hope this rabbit year will be another great year for me! 

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quite a busy week for me after return to university. dance performance practice, workshop, korean language class, assignments, tutorials......and the middle sem exam is just around the corner. need to start my study already. anyone can give me some motivation?

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need to edit my chinese new year photos already. if not i will just keep postponing and my cousin will start nagging me. hahaha..hei my dear cousin, i will edit NOW..stop pressing me ya......=p

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one more, i feel that my english has lagged behind a lot. need to improve back my english. anyone willing to talk with me in english? i think nobody want to answer me.....haha..

happy chinese new year

have a lot of idea to post a new blog; yet not in the mood of writing..haha..

by the way..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR of RABBIT!! may everything things go well in this year~ good luck!

random~

aiks..can't watch the One Million Star live broadcast..i want to watch Nicholas Teo!!!!saw one of my friend posted some videos of the competition from youtube in facebook..(wao..who so efficient and effective?) BUT!!!!!!stupid UUM wifi can't load youtube..haiz.....need use pps to watch already when go back for CNY..
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one more thing..these few days can't log in gmaill..don't know what's happening on this stupid UUM wifi..want to comment on friend's blog also can't..at first going try to design my blog few days ago..yet, end up doing nth..now using broadband just can log in..hmmm..uum ar uum..why you don't let gmail run?
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my eyes are collapsing now..continue the other day..night!

p/s: hooijie and pooisan still busying cropping photo..hahaha..

a you~

tonight, i opened  my facebook a bit late as i had my dinner quite late..but then your name appeared unexpectedly in my facebook notification..don't know why..i feel a bit happy about it when knew that you see my post..
hmmm..i know nothing about you..even your full name i also don't know..know a bit of your info through fb only..recall back..that time had 2 people who like my comment..but i added you into my friend list..unexpectedly you approve my request..actually i didn't put too much hope that you will accept my friend request as your friends in your friend list is quite few..not even 200 people..
after that we have zero communication..but i know that you very less on fb..because you would just reply your friends' comments after quite a long time..our first 'communication' was about malaysia and hongkong currency..haha..i really feel funny about this..because i not really know about those currency matter..
well..hope that we will still keep in touch although is once in a long time..i will keep 'roaming' in your profile too when i am free..haha..oh ya..if not wrong, saw your older post stated that you finish your CPA..mean most probably you are working now..so..all the best in your working..and don't forget take care of your health ya..=)

an unexpected new blog

first time feel free to write something here..hmmm..i think about 3 years already i didn't write any post in my friendster's blog..actually i thought of create a new blog in blogspot very long ago..just i am LAZY..but lastly i am forced to open an account due to my IT subject..so..do not wish to waste this blog..i will treat this as my new blog then..