laugh with tears in heart~

After 3 subjects of exam, feel a bit down because i don't think i do very well on this 3 subjects. By the way, i still hope that i can get an A on these subjects because these 3 subjects are my hope to maintain my CGPA at a higher grade. (i still hope i can get at least dean list for few semesters.........)
Another 4 subjects are coming in 4 days, have zero confident to get at least a B on these 4 subjects. hmmmm..what can i do? Keep on study? Yet, when i see those pass semesters' question, i really have no idea how to do it. Suddenly feel so disappointed on myself. Why can't i be as brilliant as others? Why can't i understand all of these in a faster speed? haiz.....
Hope i can study finish every chapter before i go into exam hall.

However, in this suffer exam period, there is still something that can keep my chin up. haha~
During this exam period, i will browse one of my friend's blog whenever i online. Why? Because her blog has an ads that counting down when is my last paper of exam. haha.... is really happy when seeing the number keep on decreasing but in another way, it means that the toughest time is already around the corner --- the 4 toughest papers in this semester.
Next, warm, happy and lively atmosphere reappear again! I hope this situation will keep on going endlessly.
Moreover, i want to shout :" I AM SO DRY!!!!!!" can my roommate and friends 'donate' some 'water' to 'moisture' me? hahahaahah... At first i thought only that 2 people will always hanging on the phone but this action already infected my roommate. Every 2 or 3 days sure hanging on the phone for about 1 hour and the most important is she is speaking in CHINESE. (she usually speak cantonese with her parents. Think yourself. =P) When we ask her, she is will keep beating around the bush. aiyo, this is a happy matter, why not share with us, 'moisture' me a while. hahahahaha.....(she sure says me creating story, but it is REALITY!!!!! XD)

Alright, is time to continue my study again. I want to get at least A- in this 4 subjects. pleeeeaaaasssseeeeee...........i want to maintain my CGPA. hmmmmm....