何谓记忆？何谓回忆？
google了一下~
你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想在约束
不要在痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
facebook回顾去年这一天的status功能显示了这status...让我想起前几年的点点滴滴~
我还是相信不是我的错！我只认为那是我的不足！
好听的话后面一定会藏着一些心机~
没关系，当对坏人的误解让人揭开后，那个被定为坏人的，肯定会比那假好人当初得到的掌声还多上几倍~
我不怕被当成是坏人，因为当误会被解开后，我还可以是个好人~呵呵！
而事实上，我的例子在一些日子后，再度发生！
第一次，在我身上是我的错~ 第二次，在她身上还是她的错？那这位假好人还真厉害！
没关系，就当作是我们的错吧！
我等待第三次！
Friday, August 26, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
一起来看流星雨
用不到一个星期的时间看完“一起来看流星雨”这部中国偶像剧~ 一个字：爽！
“一起来看流星雨”是“流星花园”的中国版本。其实也忘了“流星花园”的剧情，得空得重看，比较比较一下~呵呵~
剧情简介：
楚雨荨是个品学兼优的高三女生，家境不富裕。她最大的梦想就是能入读有名的贵族大学—艾利斯顿商学院。在雨荨舅舅的帮助，雨荨顺利进入艾利斯顿。慕容云海、端木磊、上官瑞谦和叶烁是艾利斯顿的四大贵族子弟（称为H4），个个阳光帅气，是全校女生热捧的偶像，只有雨荨不理会他们，不屑他们的所作所为。这使雨荨和他们结下了仇，也成了全校的公敌。一连串的恶作剧，雨荨和端木及云海开始了三角恋。整个故事讲述了雨荨、端木和云海之间浪漫爱情的点滴，雨荨和好姐妹小雨的姐妹情，H4互相相挺的兄弟情，雨荨和H4的难得友情，端木和于馨、叶烁和云朵（云海姐姐）之间的姐弟恋情，个个主角和家庭的亲情等等等不同的情。这部偶像剧励志青春浪漫爱情校园偶像剧真的值得一看。
剧照：
主要演员：
“一起来看流星雨”是“流星花园”的中国版本。其实也忘了“流星花园”的剧情，得空得重看，比较比较一下~呵呵~
剧情简介：
楚雨荨是个品学兼优的高三女生，家境不富裕。她最大的梦想就是能入读有名的贵族大学—艾利斯顿商学院。在雨荨舅舅的帮助，雨荨顺利进入艾利斯顿。慕容云海、端木磊、上官瑞谦和叶烁是艾利斯顿的四大贵族子弟（称为H4），个个阳光帅气，是全校女生热捧的偶像，只有雨荨不理会他们，不屑他们的所作所为。这使雨荨和他们结下了仇，也成了全校的公敌。一连串的恶作剧，雨荨和端木及云海开始了三角恋。整个故事讲述了雨荨、端木和云海之间浪漫爱情的点滴，雨荨和好姐妹小雨的姐妹情，H4互相相挺的兄弟情，雨荨和H4的难得友情，端木和于馨、叶烁和云朵（云海姐姐）之间的姐弟恋情，个个主角和家庭的亲情等等等不同的情。这部偶像剧励志青春浪漫爱情校园偶像剧真的值得一看。
剧照：
主要演员：
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| 张翰 饰 慕容云海 |
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| 郑爽 饰 楚雨荨 |
Friday, July 22, 2011
Pulau Tioman
haha..i know it is very very late to post about this trip but better late than never right? =P
Actually this trip had been planned for quite a long time, at first we thought 8 of us can go for a trip together, who know..that 004 put us aeroplane, rejected our invitation. Never mind, we still enjoyed our trip.
29/5
Bought 3pm bus ticket to Kuantan. However, I waited until around 5pm just saw the shadow of the bus. Alright, thought that at last the bus arrived, could start the journey to Kuantan, who know.......around 530pm the bus just started to move. I thought the journey would be smooth already; yet, the bus was driven to another station with the reason the bus had some problem. Well, drag here a while, drag there a while, around 615pm just start our journey to Kuantan. Lastly, I only reached Kuantan terminal around 130am. Ah...what a long and tired journey to reach Kuantan.
Actually this trip had been planned for quite a long time, at first we thought 8 of us can go for a trip together, who know..that 004 put us aeroplane, rejected our invitation. Never mind, we still enjoyed our trip.
29/5
Bought 3pm bus ticket to Kuantan. However, I waited until around 5pm just saw the shadow of the bus. Alright, thought that at last the bus arrived, could start the journey to Kuantan, who know.......around 530pm the bus just started to move. I thought the journey would be smooth already; yet, the bus was driven to another station with the reason the bus had some problem. Well, drag here a while, drag there a while, around 615pm just start our journey to Kuantan. Lastly, I only reached Kuantan terminal around 130am. Ah...what a long and tired journey to reach Kuantan.
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| Hentian Penyu, i feel the name of this R&R station is interesting. =) |
30/5
Around 5am in the morning, everyone was awaken by Shau Ling's aunt as we thought it was already 6am. Haha..since everyone did not sleep well during that night, we also did not mind to wake up earlier. Suddenly, we received a bad news that another group of us that came from Penang most probably could not reach Kuantan on time. What to do? We had to head to Tanjung Gemok Jetty seperately. After breakfast, we departed to jetty on 7am and arrived on 930am. Luckily, the group from Penang reached jetty before 1030am too. Finally, a group of 12 of us reached Tekek Village, Pulau Tioman safely after 2 hours with a ferry.
Around 5am in the morning, everyone was awaken by Shau Ling's aunt as we thought it was already 6am. Haha..since everyone did not sleep well during that night, we also did not mind to wake up earlier. Suddenly, we received a bad news that another group of us that came from Penang most probably could not reach Kuantan on time. What to do? We had to head to Tanjung Gemok Jetty seperately. After breakfast, we departed to jetty on 7am and arrived on 930am. Luckily, the group from Penang reached jetty before 1030am too. Finally, a group of 12 of us reached Tekek Village, Pulau Tioman safely after 2 hours with a ferry.
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| Tanjung Gemok, Mersing Jetty |
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| The purple ferry we sat to reach Tekek Village, Pulau Tioman. |
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| Tekek Village, a peaceful village. |
Saturday, July 9, 2011
工作
呵呵~ 说了不要再当promoter，但是就是没别的更好的工作，只好答应了。
是卖 XXX 会员卡，薪金还不错，而且只是 12pm 到 8pm 而已。
可是叻，还没开始到今天放工就问题一大堆。
第一，agent 要我家地址，因为要寄制服和 free gift 给我。=.=
还是第一次听到 agent 要寄衣服和 free gift 去 promoter 家~ 就算 agent 不能到现场，也因该寄去那家店吧?
ok 算~ 寄来我家就我家。但是，到了星期四 430pm 我还没收到任何包裹，就已经大概知道星期五肯定没衣服和 free gift 去开工了。好心提醒 agent 已经这么迟了还没收到包裹，很大可能会在星期四都收不到，要他想一想 plan b。不知是 pos laju 的员工太会说话，还是 agent 太容易相信别人，他竟然相信 pos laju 员工说邮差还在我家那一带派信 (那时已经是 5pm)。好吧，为了让他死心，我 8pm 再 sms 告诉他，8pm 了我还是没收到任何包裹，邮差因该不会这么迟了还工作吧！
最终，还是 plan b。可是，他还是不死心，说星期五早上要打电话给 pos laju，再次问他们星期五我会不会收到那包裹！我的天~ 我已经不止一次告诉他，吉兰丹星期五没做工！
是卖 XXX 会员卡，薪金还不错，而且只是 12pm 到 8pm 而已。
可是叻，还没开始到今天放工就问题一大堆。
第一，agent 要我家地址，因为要寄制服和 free gift 给我。=.=
还是第一次听到 agent 要寄衣服和 free gift 去 promoter 家~ 就算 agent 不能到现场，也因该寄去那家店吧?
ok 算~ 寄来我家就我家。但是，到了星期四 430pm 我还没收到任何包裹，就已经大概知道星期五肯定没衣服和 free gift 去开工了。好心提醒 agent 已经这么迟了还没收到包裹，很大可能会在星期四都收不到，要他想一想 plan b。不知是 pos laju 的员工太会说话，还是 agent 太容易相信别人，他竟然相信 pos laju 员工说邮差还在我家那一带派信 (那时已经是 5pm)。好吧，为了让他死心，我 8pm 再 sms 告诉他，8pm 了我还是没收到任何包裹，邮差因该不会这么迟了还工作吧！
最终，还是 plan b。可是，他还是不死心，说星期五早上要打电话给 pos laju，再次问他们星期五我会不会收到那包裹！我的天~ 我已经不止一次告诉他，吉兰丹星期五没做工！
Sunday, May 22, 2011
死心？
倒数77个小时（从我开始写这篇东西算起~）就可以搭巴士回家了~其实算蛮快了；不过，
这70多个小时会过得非常痛苦......因为还得面对两张考试~
今早又考玩一张，感觉非常糟糕。不敢想象后面两张会“发展”得怎样，毕竟这三张，今早那张我比较放心。怎知.............咳............
是我对自己的期望太高？太看得起自己？我不懂~我只想考到好一点的成绩~（虽然大家都说好成绩不代表什么。）不过有好成绩对我来说是一种安全感~对未来的安全感~
早上考完后，以为会非常的伤心，会像再上一张一样，失望到想哭~不过，失望归失望，我竟然一点想哭的感觉都没有~是我已经心灰意冷了吗？还是我潜意识里已经对这三科完全死心，完全不在乎了？
才第二学期叻~我就已经这么的不堪一击~以后的六个学期，我该怎样挨下去呢？CIMA还该不该拿呢？会计这条路还该不该继续呢？我真的没方向感了~
在此，想声明一件事..........我没你们从我表面上看起来的那么坚强！
这70多个小时会过得非常痛苦......因为还得面对两张考试~
今早又考玩一张，感觉非常糟糕。不敢想象后面两张会“发展”得怎样，毕竟这三张，今早那张我比较放心。怎知.............咳............
是我对自己的期望太高？太看得起自己？我不懂~我只想考到好一点的成绩~（虽然大家都说好成绩不代表什么。）不过有好成绩对我来说是一种安全感~对未来的安全感~
早上考完后，以为会非常的伤心，会像再上一张一样，失望到想哭~不过，失望归失望，我竟然一点想哭的感觉都没有~是我已经心灰意冷了吗？还是我潜意识里已经对这三科完全死心，完全不在乎了？
才第二学期叻~我就已经这么的不堪一击~以后的六个学期，我该怎样挨下去呢？CIMA还该不该拿呢？会计这条路还该不该继续呢？我真的没方向感了~
在此，想声明一件事..........我没你们从我表面上看起来的那么坚强！
Thursday, May 19, 2011
tension!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaaaaa..very suffer arrr…..
first time feel so suffer and tension during exam, even during SPM and STPM I also did not feel so..
another paper was over, but I think the result will be quite bad. hmmm… the last 3 accounting papers..haiz..speechless…
don’t know why, I feel that today everything is not smooth. This make me suddenly feel want to cry as loudly as I can but the tears just keep rolling in the eyes, can’t drop.
thus, decided to take dinner earlier so that can watch drama earlier. (as you know, usually i will cry while watching drama.) who know, after watch for 2 episodes, not even a drop of tears roll down from my eyes!!!
I just want to cry to release my tension, why don’t let me???!!!!
anything that can release my tension??anyithing that can make me feel better??or anything can make cry???
now need face my account note again……………………………………………………….
first time feel so suffer and tension during exam, even during SPM and STPM I also did not feel so..
another paper was over, but I think the result will be quite bad. hmmm… the last 3 accounting papers..haiz..speechless…
don’t know why, I feel that today everything is not smooth. This make me suddenly feel want to cry as loudly as I can but the tears just keep rolling in the eyes, can’t drop.
thus, decided to take dinner earlier so that can watch drama earlier. (as you know, usually i will cry while watching drama.) who know, after watch for 2 episodes, not even a drop of tears roll down from my eyes!!!
I just want to cry to release my tension, why don’t let me???!!!!
anything that can release my tension??anyithing that can make me feel better??or anything can make cry???
now need face my account note again……………………………………………………….
Saturday, May 14, 2011
laugh with tears in heart~
After 3 subjects of exam, feel a bit down because i don't think i do very well on this 3 subjects. By the way, i still hope that i can get an A on these subjects because these 3 subjects are my hope to maintain my CGPA at a higher grade. (i still hope i can get at least dean list for few semesters.........)
Another 4 subjects are coming in 4 days, have zero confident to get at least a B on these 4 subjects. hmmmm..what can i do? Keep on study? Yet, when i see those pass semesters' question, i really have no idea how to do it. Suddenly feel so disappointed on myself. Why can't i be as brilliant as others? Why can't i understand all of these in a faster speed? haiz.....
Hope i can study finish every chapter before i go into exam hall.
However, in this suffer exam period, there is still something that can keep my chin up. haha~
During this exam period, i will browse one of my friend's blog whenever i online. Why? Because her blog has an ads that counting down when is my last paper of exam. haha.... is really happy when seeing the number keep on decreasing but in another way, it means that the toughest time is already around the corner --- the 4 toughest papers in this semester.
Next, warm, happy and lively atmosphere reappear again! I hope this situation will keep on going endlessly.
Moreover, i want to shout :" I AM SO DRY!!!!!!" can my roommate and friends 'donate' some 'water' to 'moisture' me? hahahaahah... At first i thought only that 2 people will always hanging on the phone but this action already infected my roommate. Every 2 or 3 days sure hanging on the phone for about 1 hour and the most important is she is speaking in CHINESE. (she usually speak cantonese with her parents. Think yourself. =P) When we ask her, she is will keep beating around the bush. aiyo, this is a happy matter, why not share with us, 'moisture' me a while. hahahahaha.....(she sure says me creating story, but it is REALITY!!!!! XD)
Alright, is time to continue my study again. I want to get at least A- in this 4 subjects. pleeeeaaaasssseeeeee...........i want to maintain my CGPA. hmmmmm....
Another 4 subjects are coming in 4 days, have zero confident to get at least a B on these 4 subjects. hmmmm..what can i do? Keep on study? Yet, when i see those pass semesters' question, i really have no idea how to do it. Suddenly feel so disappointed on myself. Why can't i be as brilliant as others? Why can't i understand all of these in a faster speed? haiz.....
Hope i can study finish every chapter before i go into exam hall.
However, in this suffer exam period, there is still something that can keep my chin up. haha~
During this exam period, i will browse one of my friend's blog whenever i online. Why? Because her blog has an ads that counting down when is my last paper of exam. haha.... is really happy when seeing the number keep on decreasing but in another way, it means that the toughest time is already around the corner --- the 4 toughest papers in this semester.
Next, warm, happy and lively atmosphere reappear again! I hope this situation will keep on going endlessly.
Moreover, i want to shout :" I AM SO DRY!!!!!!" can my roommate and friends 'donate' some 'water' to 'moisture' me? hahahaahah... At first i thought only that 2 people will always hanging on the phone but this action already infected my roommate. Every 2 or 3 days sure hanging on the phone for about 1 hour and the most important is she is speaking in CHINESE. (she usually speak cantonese with her parents. Think yourself. =P) When we ask her, she is will keep beating around the bush. aiyo, this is a happy matter, why not share with us, 'moisture' me a while. hahahahaha.....(she sure says me creating story, but it is REALITY!!!!! XD)
Alright, is time to continue my study again. I want to get at least A- in this 4 subjects. pleeeeaaaasssseeeeee...........i want to maintain my CGPA. hmmmmm....
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